Another year has gone by. How is it you are already 12. This has been a little bit of a challenging year. I will be honest, there's a lot I fear about what's to come. I am trying to trust that things will be ok, as I let you figure things out and that letting you go is my primary task right now. But I would be lying if I didn't say I feel fears about the teenagerhood that is to come, and sorrow about already being here in this moment of parenthood.
These are complicated social years, and I know you worry about friendship, loyalty, and trying to navigate your different group of friends. You are sensitive and thoughtful and prone to take things too personally (I know where you get that from, sorry!) Though my goal is not to be your best friend, I am grateful that you still want to talk to me and open up. I can't protect you from the world, but I can make sure that home is your safe place.
Catherine and you fight ALL THE TIME. It's non stop. She bothers you and is always in your business. The typical littler sister. I just hope there will come a day when you see how lucky you are to have a sister who loves you so much.
School is not your favorite thing. You don't love your teachers, but you have made a lot of new friends which is great. You have a hard time with time management and organization. You still love soccer and skiing. You do gymnastics once a week which you really enjoy.
Every year of your life I have loved you more. It just keeps getting better and better.
Happy 12th birthday! I am looking forward to what lies ahead for you! I love you so much Charlotte!
xo Mommy
